The other night I was having anxiety attacks while I was asleep. I could not wake up. And if I did, I fell back asleep extremely quickly. I slept for about 18 hours… Until I woke up and finally realized what was happening…
Waking up, I was shuck-en up and freighted… I felt like I was floating and completely numb. I got up to try and catch my breath, but my heart rate won’t slow down.
It took me at least a half hour to stop feeling dizzy. And almost two hours until my mind was not fogy anymore.
What I Remember
I was at home getting ready for bed and so was the rest of my family. We all went to bed as usual; but then we were suddenly transported to an unknown location. We were secluded
Sky diving… I went twice and loved it I guess…? (i have never gone and now I’m confused. haha)
Something about graduation and for some reason Shannon was they’re. She just walked in and took her place in senior pictures.. She is not even graduating with my class.
I stand on the side and watch all of this happen. I am shy and I stay to myself; my friends know that. I was alone and she never cared to involve me.
I left graduation and went for a LONG walk. After some time, Adam picked me up and was like “hey… its cool sis, i get why you are upset.”
People I saw in my dream that actually exist
- Adam – older brother
- Shannon: old childhood friend. 2 years younger than me
- Sean – dreamy but only wanna do me
- Alan – x….oblivious
- Even – Ass whole wanna be that I punched in the face… (also punched my x in the face when necessary…)
REFLECTION
IDK…… hahahah this is just what I remember. Idk what it means yet
My Walk With God 